IDK is so NOT me.

PEN

A PIECE OF CAKE

by Cupcake Brown

period.

• you can invest the biggest amount with the most undeserving.  wwhoa! tao ito. hindi ito pera. haha. dahan-dahan, pen. naks. kinausap na lang ang sarili. love me, guys!
• lifestyle: frugalista - ish. haha. this one's the hardest. grababe. sobra. you don't really have the money; but, you have to dress like you have the abundance of it. MIGOD.
• workaholic. hindi ko napanood yung parade nung makati day, kasi, nasa 10th floor ako ng PS Bank, kumocall - out at nagfafax.(unlike kirbsch.. who took pics and girls.)
• tuna pieeee!! my fave food as pf may02.Ü the best. malaki na, may free pang philippine star kapag bumili ka. perfect when paired with Jolibee's gourmet coffee.
• PS Bank Money card. er, stand-by personal loan. no collateral. you have two options: revolving credit line option (2.5% at 30 days) and term loan option (1.6% depends on the term chosen). no maintaining balance. annual fee of 1,500 PHP. to be paid within 3 consecutive months, 500 PHP per month. PWE. don't get me wrong. i love my job. i just find my spiel a bit..dull and unhappy(e?). ♥
• fielding. meralco, kamuning. FTI, taguig. PLDT, makati. 'nuff said.
• Marc by Marc Jacobs. my first commish has its destination already. Ü the 11, 000 PHP worth wallet. haha. i just..can't talk about it right now. i really want the headbands; but, it is impractical...imagine: 6,500 PHP just for a headband??? e, wag na lang. dapitan and quiapo na lang, right? right, pen. (shhhet! i am so talking to myself talaga.)
• singularity. lately, i realized that i never held hands with my mama's boy ex - boyfriend in public. NEVER. haha. that's why, i never recognized that past relationship and that Über - ex guy as a ROMANTIC INVOLVEMENT. and, eto pa! we never kissed, as in, torrid, french - kissing shit. i am so deprived. =( on second thought, i still don't want a boyfriend. magpapayaman muna ako.
• kate torralba. OMG. i saw her..in flesh. pero, in a distance. she's sketching a dress or something for her client. tinutulak na ako ng ate ko para magpa-autograph; but, NO!!! no, way. ayokong magmukhang psychooooo.
• walang bumibili sa ALL FLIP - FLOPS sa Greenbelt 5! kaya, please, wag na kayong makipagsiksikan sa G2. kapag nakita ko kayong nakikipagbuno sa loob ng pugon na yun, papaluin ko kayo . GR.

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Happy MOM's day! ♥

xoxoxo

hug. kiiisss!

mommy bleta is the best!

• deb!: let us beach. i miss you!Ü ♥
• chand: miss na kita. pumarty naman tayo.Ü♥
• kee: i miss sam! hahaÜ♥
• reb: wat up?? how's reedley?Ü♥
• tere: love typing already?Ü♥
• colet: anong job description nung tnxt mo? Ü♥
• faith: i miss you! uuuyyy! labas tayooooo! Ü♥
• lou: may update na me!Ü
• jong: i wanna see you Über - gay 'do!
• julie: i miss my bummish life. live yours to the fullest!Ü
• kirbsh: see you tom. call - out, please?
• jam: treat ka ulet ni kirbsh. but this time, it'll be more than a TREAT.
• to CA1: i miss you alll!!! wag kayong magpalate sa 28th! kailang tayo - tayo pa rin! we are THE BLOCK! yiiiiii!

it starts in the simplest way possible and may continue in the most complicated, crooked, rocky path there is. at some unlucky times, the road is blocked. you take the most convenient detour, the most friendly route, and yet, you still end up aggravated for a lot of motorists took the same road.

tsk, tsk, tsk. i am a reckless driver. you should've seen me drive the bump car and the arcade-ish car..fatal, brutal, violent. wooow! but the thing is, i always beat my opponent. har.

and i did REALLY beat my opponent. i am not happy about it. i am not proud of it. at least, i am still here..the opponent-being still there but not demonstrating the former.

i tried honesty, dimplomacy, apathy, er, apathy and anger and sarcasm and indifference. it brought me the same sane results lead by variation of beginnings. oh, time? i don't think too much of time when i am in a competiton. i also don't think that i have wasted too much time, too much effort and too much investements. i saw it as natural occurence in the life of a reckless driver. death is inevitable. failure is unjustified. going beyond one's limits is the first and last requirement. there is no turning back. once you're in the road, in the race track, you can only go forward.

shit.

one fine day, you think that you'll be doing fine in the sunrises to come but you're wrong. very much wrong. yesterday you were laughing sweet yet the day after is just the same as the day that had passed by. what is, then, the point of renewing your thoughts and eliminating the bad vibes if it would actually come back the very next day. smiling would then be impractical. coffee would then be necessary. everything is possible. there's no more hesitation. it might seem a little bit crowded though the truth is, there's more space than you thought. you fly from one place to another and still you belong nowhere else. too much. too much. too deep. too shallow. too stupid.and you'll never know.

this is love♥. ha! i am credited!Ü *bows*